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"I'm engaged!!!!"
June 27th, 2015 is the day that became one of the greatest days of my life. Not only did I spend beautiful time with friends and family but I got to eat at the table where love was being served. And it tasted fantastic!!
|| And i'd choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I'd find you and I'd choose you. ||
The man of my dreams propose.. So unexpectedly, full of surprise and overbearing excitement. In the middle of nature, surrounded by trees and woods, just God, him and I. He got down on one knee and asked me, with nervous hands, a pounding heart and with blurred out words, "Will you spend the rest of your life with me and be the mother of my children??" I could hardly stand. I had lived this moment time and time again in my mind, had it all planned out and structured perfectly, but o'so little did I know how much of our heart and feelings would be poured out and exposed bare naked to one another. The look in his eyes I will never forget.. It was like looking into the eyes of a new born child, one who's eyes are pure and full of hope, eyes that bring life and promise a long future. In that moment, I took a breath of fresh and new air, something I had never experienced in my life. Without a doubt, there are many beautiful things in life, but nothing can compare to these moments in life where everything turns silent around you, and there in that moment is a sudden shift, so vivid you can feel the change. These are the raw moments filled with so much vulnerability what makes the shift. It's love in its most transparent form of expression. At times we can take love for granted, or even try to fool ourself that love is only and illusion, maybe an image or even an idea we like to entertain, but again and again, love manifests itself in infinite ways, shapes and forms. Just glance in the mirror and there you will see for yourself, gazing right back at you, love in its most miraculous form of manifestation. Faith led me to the crossroads... there where I'd cross the path of love. Because I believe still, and because this is what I wanted the most, love came again.. And this time dressed in the skin of a man who I now call love of my life. When people ask "how did you know he was the one?" My answer is quite simple.. I didn't know. All I did was pay attention, trust God, and surrender to the process. Then there was a shift.. Everything became clear, more clear as the days went by. It was perfect because I was patient and I trusted. And now, I am past being in love.. I am above being in love.. I am beyond being in love. I am whole heartedly given to this mans love and protection... Because he found me.
"Because I'm happy!!!" 💍🎉❤️🎶
How could I not say "Yes" to spending my entire life exploring and journeying through life with him? It's gonna be quite an adventure, oh and how much I look forward to seeing his face every day of my life. He is my motive.. The one who lightens up my darkest days, the one who my souls says yes to every single day. Just in case you haven't noticed, I am a believer of Love.. of eternal love. Love that aches in your bones and makes your stomach twist and turn.. The Love that leaves you breathless at a glance, love that is undeniably pure and limitless. I know it sounds corny and something written out of the like 'Notebook' or something but believe me, it's real. It's quite interesting how two people can come together and from that moment on, work to creat a life together. Which isn't really "work" because honestly I think it all comes together naturally as each day evolves into a new day. When the motives are right, and the intentions are there, marriage is just like everything else, like a partnership with life. Life is the realist thing we have.. The only true thing we know we have.. Because we wake up and live and go to bed and repeat. Same with marriage, when you trust the process, you allow it to exist, no matter what. Marriage wakes up, it lives, it creates, it grows, goes to bed and then does it all over again the next day, no matter what. The secret is 'NO MATTER WHAT' just like your life, you live it no matter what. No I'm not a marriage counselor but I am a believer of true, healthy, sincere, deep down rooted amazing marriage. If you really want it, you'll have it. Trust me.
|| "I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I nor you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close." -Pablo Neruda ||
Forever and one day I will say yes to him, forever and one day.
